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Today's the day. I'm not nervous at all. I'm too goddamned hungry to be nervous! I had to go on liquids yesterday. My last meal was baked ham with corn and mac n cheese, except that the whole time I was getting plates together I kept having to take Cass in the living room and ask greg to hold her. So she was crawling up the back of my pant leg and I turned to move her and thought I stepped on her so I jumped and the plates went on the floor. It ended up being a toy that she had behind me but dinner was ruined nonetheless. The hunger wouldnt be so bad if I didnt have to cook for and feed Cassidy... torture. I have a feeling that Greg is going to start cooking dinner from now on. Good thing I won't be eating it!

As lame as it sounds I can't say how much I love myspace.com. I've refound so many people! Just in the last week Chris Yarbury AND Tyler! I've been looking for Ty for two years! He was my second best friend (behind Janet of course) and I told him to forget about me when I became a junky. I havent chatted with Ty yet, I hope all is forgiven. he seems pretty lonely (like always) and may welcome our renewed friendship. Besides the myspace people I've found, just yesterday Dave Auckerman (ahem... weren't we just talking about him Janet?) called my brother out of the blue. He did a web search to find him, that's pretty nice cuz he had to pay money for current addy and phone number. Prett got a call from him up here at my mom's. dave's gonna be moving back to Ohio in a few weeks, staying with some guys in Columbus. GET THIS, he says last time he had any contact with Neil, Neil said that he was in the middle of bible college and he wanted to be a minister. I wanted to tell Janet this info over the phone but Prett was hogging it all night and now that I'm having the surgery today I'll end up ripping my stitches laughing with Janet. Dude I almost pissed my pants! Neil, the boy that taught me how to drink jack daniels, the guy that once said "Hey that dude was pretty cool except he wouldn't let me suck his cock!", my diminuative lord of the dead NEIL is a minister! I kept waiting for Prett to say "... of the church of luciferianism" or something like that, but no, he's just a regular old born again loser. Curse you Jesus, stop ruining my friends!

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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