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I was in a pretty bad mood yesterday. After I updated my diary I was trying to remember who everyone on my buddy list was. I come across what seems to be a decent diary then stop reading when they start sucking... then I can never remember who I like and who I don't. So I was going through some of them but only got to the C's because I was reading what I'd missed of Chasette's diary. When I got to the most recent entry she had posted her phone number and an open invitation to call her. I was still feeling bummed and was a little nervous about calling a complete stranger but I decided to do it anyway. We talked for about an hour, it was awesome. It's cool to talk with someone with similar problems. I've been debating going back to NA meetings. I REALLY need some friends, and I'm sure Eric would like some privacy at home sometimes but I'm just worried that I'm gonna meet the wrong kind of people at NA.... One of the things that's kept me clean in Houston is not knowing where to find it. There have been days where if I had a number, I would have called it. Talking with Chasette was cool cuz I didnt wanna use, it didn't bring up any fond memories etc, so maybe I'd be alright going to meetings. Besides, I'm not going to be able to hide from it forever....

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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