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security breach!

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security breach!
o7.11.o2 4:24 a.m.

someone's relatives have been reading someones email while theyve been gone, even though I was assured the email was safe. And people think I'm fucking weird for asking questions like "no, is your email secure, as in FOOL PROOF...?" now maybe our definitions of fool proof are different... if you died today would there be ANY WAY anyone else could read your email...? I mean not even court requisitions or FBI subpoenas... ok it's called ALIAS, get one!!!!!!!!! so yeah I'm an idiot because theres no way of warning this person of the hellstorm about to hit land when they return from vacation. And I dont know how much has been breached. Are they crafty like me, did they down all leads and links? How many emails have they been getting? Do they know of her diaryland account, and if so did they read her profile, and if so did they follow the link to my diary and if so are they reading this entry and if so.... see I'm not fucking paranoid for no fucking reason... "JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE PARANOID DON'T MEAN THEY'RE NOT AFTER YOU" and now I have to go check all my settings and shit to make sure I cannot be tracked... by court reqs or FBI subpoenas.... oh I wish I had my server built. Yes there are ways to hack through firewalls, but are there those willing to cross into hell to get through mine?? now we're back to this "you're in high school again" bullshit.... like when botch's dad was reading her email, and a third party congratulated her on our then-new "relationship"... yeah it didnt last for long... as always, I never even had a chance. I dont know why I bother to try. No recess!!!!!!!!!


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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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