Defining Moments of My Life
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11.o7.oo 10:13:25

well it's been a while. I haven't done anything with my "real" online journal either. My 3-D book-journal is almost full though, it pretty much fit the whole year in there. I'll have to ask for another one. Last weekend I went to upload to my homepage but it wasn't there anymore. I fear Ravi has grown weary of me taking up space on his business server so either he kicked me off for good or is creating another server and is switching me over or he's gonna make me pay... I don't know. I wish he'd tell me though. We used to be good net friends until we met. Lon and I scared him and he had problems with my weight. I guess there aren't any phat people in India.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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