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this is a little sidenote. I dont know if anyone out there actually reads this crap. I sort of hope they don't. I don't want to be a bad influence or anything so maybe take my diary as lessons on how not to live your life. It isn't all fun and games. I died, I was fucking dead.... That's not cool.... I don't believe in an afterlife, so this is all I got. Even though whenever I do really die (and stay dead) it'll be by my own hand, but it SHOULDN'T be for a very long time. I have too much shit to get done before that happens yet I keep delaying myself with "distractions". Now I've got to deal with all my set backs: what diseases might I have... I need to figure out if even filing for bancruptsy will get me out of all my debt... I don't have a job, yet I've had a zillion interviews and it seems they like me until they meet me in person... should I try to get disabilty income and forget about working ever? I've been one quarter away from graduating for a year now... I started college in 95 and I still dont have a degree... I dont even have a place to live right now and can't get one cuz I dont have a fucking job and my credit is unimaginably bad. I haven't paid any bills in 6 months... and my car is falling apart faster than I am. I've told my mom twice she needs to tell her boyfriend to lock up his gun. She doesn't think I'm serious.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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