Defining Moments of My Life
matt rant #2

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matt rant #2
08.13.02 12:04 a.m.

"jane is gone and i don't know where she went. she told me to call kel and rog's house at 6 and i think i will, but i have called them and she still hasn't showed up. i need her for something to do and to score a bag. we had ONE fucking rigatoni last night and we had to share so we bought bleach and did our best. i am fucking putting my life on the fucking line here. i FOR SURE do not want to die of AIDS. anything but that. i would take the worst kind of cancer over that. if you haven't read her diary yet, you need to. it is intense, you could say. i just hope she did not kill herself, because SHE WOULD, and i couldn't handle that. "


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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