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Ive been thinking a lot about Botch lately. I miss her so much, fuck I miss everybody really. But once a chapter in my life ends its like I tear it out and set fire to it... the past doesnt exist, nothing is real but what's in my head right NOW.... I dont like whats in my head right now, I thought the mindless banter of the VMA's would distract... I thought rereading the Larry convos would cheer me up... I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go gank one of my mom's boyfriends Porterhouses. I think it might be buffalo meat though. and I feel bad enough eating cow... but maybe to get me to tomorrow, which is going to suck even more cuz I have to work, maybe to get me there I'll go eat some flesh and read some of my fave parts of American Psycho or finish watching A Clockwork Orange, we rented it from the library yesterday........ not exactly healthy behavior at all. healthier than some I suppoze.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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