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young and successful, a sex symbol, the bitches want me to fuck em, true true.
09.09.02 7:19 p.m.

very manic today, possibly because I found a new chilled premade coffee at the gas station after work, its made by a local dairy and its called "Java Mocha Caffeine Kick" the ingredients are as follows: "milk, sugar, espresso, caffeine" hell yeah...! So I actually went into work today, even though I was a no call-no show for most of last week. I totally just went in and didnt say anything about it, and they didnt tell me to go home so wtf.... My job involves putting labels onto boxes, waiting 15 minytes for them to print more labels then putting those on boxes, then waiting another 15 minutes etc... then when we run out of boxes we sweep. I work 8-4, paid lunch and two half hour breaks. Dont get me wrong, sometimes its even harder to pretend you're working than it is to actually work. oh I get $8.50 to do this too, or NOT do as the case is most of the day. I'm working with pretty cool temps, one is Mike, who's Wiccan, AND a scorpio, and he really likes southern comfort too.... The full-timers hate their jobs so they dont care what we do. So today about twenty minutes after the Java Mocha Caffeine Kicks went in me gutty-wuts I dropped Lon off at his job and I was listening to my Ludacris tape on the way back into town. Move Out is my current fave, I really identify:

"I'm doing a hundred on the highway so if you do the speed limit get the fuck outta my way. I'm DUI, hardly ever caught sober, and you about to get ran the fuck over! Move bitch, get out tha way!" Then its got Mystikal in there, I think he just got busted for rape or something, I really liked his last album though, he does the middle part goin off on his ex-wife, its pretty funny. anyway, I got emails to check and I only get the computer for an hour here at the library.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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