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I wish when other people talked about me in their diaries they made me sound as cool as I sound in my own diary....

So we're going to visit Eric's family for xmas. He wants to get me new clothes and shoes and for me to get my hair cut. Even wants me to get my nails done. Like the plastic kind. yeah.... I bet if he had the money he'd suggest lipo too. Now I know my clothes tend to be more ratty than most, and my hair and nails too.... But maybe I don't want to look nice.... And I don't like feeling bad about something I don't even feel is wrong. I wouldn't have to try so hard if he wouldn't have told everybody I used to use heroin. "Hey everybody I found this girl online who's a junkie and lives in an attic with her abusive boyfriend and shes got no friends or family and tries to kill herself all the time. I'm gonna adopt her and give her a make-over and everything will be AOK!" I feel like some sort of project, like there's going to be a split screen with before and after pictures and Jenny Jones is gonna tell me I even get to keep the clothes and make up..... Too bad we couldn't buy pre-packaged smiles, that's all I'm missing.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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