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my knees were really really hurting me last night. They've gotten progressively worse over the last few days. I haven't been doing anything out of the ordinary, I dont know why all the trouble came about. I tried to fall asleep but like most nights I ended up staring at the ceiling trying not to cry then ending up crying anway. Got outta bed and took a very hot, very long bath. Had some vanilla conditioner to the water, lit some incense, smoked some weed... and about 2 hours later my knees didn't hurt so much and I was in a better mood overall. I get very cranky when I'm in pain and I turn into a bitch in that "knives out" kind of way. So after the bath I was surfing the web for some diet-type recipes. Found some good stuff there. I also came across what could have been a pretty sweet christmas present for Eric but I've got this uncanny bad-luck streak going with giving & receiving presents and this was no different. Anyway, it woulda been bitchin. I feel so shitty about not being able to get presents for anyone. I know that they dont have to be things that are purchased... but still. I know I hate the concept of money and being broke these past months has probably kept me out of trouble... still it'd be nice to be able to walk down to the gas station and get a slushie... go to Denny's in the middle of the night and draw... buy my loved one/s a christmas present... especvially when they have done so much for me and are getting me presents themselves.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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