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dreams 02.18.03 1:12 a.m. Been having my screwy dreams again. Friday morning I got to sleep in, I didnt have to work until 1pm so Eric drove himself to work then came to get me at lunchtime. I had a dream that he came home screaming my name and I got out of bed to see what was the matter and he was all sweaty like he'd just run a good while, and he was wet too like it was raining out, then he was blood splattered. I asked what was wrong but he didnt answer cuz he was busy catching his breath. Next thing I knew I was waking up still hearing Eric screaming my name. I came into the living room sure that I'd see him in here but the apartment was empty. I called him at work to make sure everything was alright. Then I told him to be careful driving. Saturday I dreamed that I was on my way to an execution of a serial killer. I was getting there a few days early to interview him. Through the course of my time with him I end up falling in love with him. I thought he was cute before I met him, and I guess he must have had a personality to match. Right before he was to be executed I helped him escape. The dream jumps to the two of us holed up in a motel room. I'm trying to get him to fuck me but he's nervous and cant get it up. He has low self esteem and keeps asking me why I'd want to sleep with him anyway, and why I'd love him, why wasn't I afraid of him. I told him that he couldnt possibly rape me cuz I'm willing and that I didn't care if he killed me or not. He sort of understood what I was saying and said that my lack of fear was a turn off. He says he's never had sex with a willing woman before (serial rapist/murderer claiming virginity?). We sort of argue about this and I end up giving him a blow job. Figures. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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