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chronic tonsilitus

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chronic tonsilitus
04.19.03 2:40 p.m.

I'm sick. I hate being sick. Reminds me too much of being dopesick, and if I gotta be sick at all I'd much rather be dopesick. OK I'm not as sick as dopesick. Just some headcold thing. I thought my tonsils were getting better, I hadnt had much trouble with them during and after the heroin use (it really is a cure-all). I woke up friday with a sore throat, up near my tonsils, and my nose/sinus was hurting there, like hurting up inside my face.... I knew it was the tonsils again, the same feeling as years ago. I checked em out in the mirror and yup.... Should clear up in a couple days. I just hope that its coming back chronically like it was before the H. It would flare up every 6 weeks or so and I'd be sick for a week. I've gone to quite a few doctors about it, two in particular repeatedly, but gave up when I learned how the world of medicine really works. anyway, one of these days I'll scoop em out myself with a tuperware melon-baller and mail them to the children of those doctors.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

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Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


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