Defining Moments of My Life
nighty night rock a bye

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nighty night rock a bye
11.09.06 5:22 a.m.

I am still STILL awake. fucken no doze, I swear Im never taking two of those again. I took em almost 24 hours ago but thats how my mania works I guess. Im gonna make an appt for meds today. Maybe I can con them into giving me something like valium or xanax. I wont get on anything like depakote again or any shit like that fuck that shit. lost my ass in poker all night, didnt care enough to bet well. Tried drinking nyquil to fall asleep but it was the gren kind. seriously why do they even make that nasty shit and why the fuck is it in my medicine cabinet? Fucken yuck yo! plus it's got too much sugar for the tiny tummy and was just overall a bad idea (like grape bombs). Gregs got beer but its carbonated so I cant have that. Tho I am despret enough for sleep to go up against the taste of beer. Nothing else to help me sleep. I always forget to buy/steal Tylenol pm's when at the store. Stupid money, why isnt everything free? Who thought up this whole money thing anyway, what a con job that was. I cant believe my eyes havent fallen out yet with all the reading Ive done today. why am I not tired? I havent had an ice cap in a YEAR lol. ok am going to try to sleep again.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?