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high and low 03.29.10 4:47 p.m. well things are all fucked up. doing good at the same time as Im doing bad. Like Im missing classes but getting high As in almost every class. Then I quit drinking but started smoking green again. All my tutles dropped out of school but I got my grant money to fall back on... The home life is better yet worse also. great new boyfriend, but he's moved in already, lost his job already, and has his lil brother staying with us already, and guess who else doesn't have a job either... BUT they clean and cook, and treat everyone around here with mucho respecto... was the money and the ride that Will provided worth him punching me in the face once every 6 weeks? Or the slow death due to all the drugs I was doing with him? I dont have much time... what else did I want to mention... well there's the change in sex roles that's interesting. Bx Vic and Will there's no change in frequency or performance, skill level or even size for the most part. BUT Will was the dom, which I've always oreferred. Im usually not the one to initiate sex, or if I do, I do it slyly to where the guy still thinks he's initiating. Anyways Vic's been with 5 women, 2 of them were virgins, but all of them were bad in bed. So he's not all that experienced and it's up to me to teach him how to do things. At first I thought it'd be a problem but so far it's been pretty fun. He hasn't done anything at all except straight missionary vanilla sex. The poor bastard has no idea. anyway i got a bus to catch Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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