Defining Moments of My Life
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o6.29.o2 6:52 a.m.

ok I know Ive been bitching about them not listening to me and taking me serious with my suicide threats etc but now I'm pissed off cuz they DO take me seriously.... Today I went to play with the gun yeah and it wasnt there god damn it so hopefully they locked it too instead of just moving it. its probably under their bed and unlocked but MAYBE they're smart and locked it in the tool compartment of the truck. see I stole a .20 shell, you know live ammo, and put some line around it and have been wearing it as a necklace. they havent noticed cuz it stays between my tits usually but for those who see it they say is that a fucken bullet... and I say yeah thats the bullet thats gonna kill me... I think my brother ratted me out cuz he caught me talking to the thing. I was even gonna sharpie on a smilie face... pretty funny (in a joey kinda way) cuz the casing is bringht yellow plastic. anyway I need to find some cynide so I can make a capsule... cant get taken alive nonono!


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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