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unmotivated

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unmotivated
o7.24.o2 8:39 a.m.

well I guess I should get off the comp and go find a place to live, huh.... it's just too much work, too much stress. cant handle the constant rejection. I simply cannot deal with every day life.... the place where all the white trash live, the only place that accepts section-8 gov't assistance STILL recquires a credit check... ahhh "but isnt this where the poor people live??" I guess its only for poor people with credit. anyway I gotta find an apartment that will accept section-8, social security, and unemployment as "income", then they gotta allow smoking and pets (but realisticly if these were the only things stopping me from a place then I'd lie, duh) they cant do a credit check or get any refs from former landlords... so um... yeah.... every day that I dont get a place I rack up another $32 in boarding fees for the cats. I miss the kitties, havent really seen much of them since april. It's effecting them too, they're sad, they bug us constantly when we do see them and their fur isnt as soft from not being petted.... ok I'm depressing myself. gonna go try to steal some vicodin from my mom's purse now.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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