Defining Moments of My Life
wouldnt you believe it, it's just my luck

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wouldnt you believe it, it's just my luck
o7.3o.o2 11:08 p.m.

ok my knees hurt. Usually/lately I've had too much else to complain/worry/bitch about other than knee pain. It's sad when a GOOD day is when all I have to deal with is the crinkle cracking of my knees.... "No Recess!" ahhh such a great song, great beautiful simple complexity.... You get the double meaning of recess, right? "Wouldnt you believe it, it's just my luck... you're in high school again... no recess..." as in, the agony of when you realize there's no more play time, no more afternoon recess... do you remember that year... you're lining up against the cafeteria wall watching the third graders run out the door to the playground while all you have to look forward to is silent reading time with Charlotte's Web, and long division afterwards... and it's just not fair, having no recess... then all of a sudden your life flases ahead 20 years but you're still surrounded by asshiles, just like back in high school again with them shoving and kicking and tripping you, smacking your books from under your arm and they just wont leave you alone (No Recess!) with the name calling and the word FAGGOT is written on your locker almost a hundred times (No Recess!!) and then later on, after high school, when you have to deal with getting a job, getting a girl, getting laid and all that other bullshit they tell you you need but it's all just one huge disappointment after another, (No Recess!!!) just like that day they took away recess, and every day after it has been mounting the failure your whole life has become AND IT JUST STARTS OVER EVERY! FUCKING! MORNING! (NO RECESS!!!)


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?