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Packers lose at Lambeau and other pleasantries

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Packers lose at Lambeau and other pleasantries
01.06.03 2:29 p.m.

feeling kinda blah today. caught up on some much needed sleep but I'm still groggy. we went to busch gardens on friday, and after that we drove through the night back to houston. Eric drove from Tampa to about Tallahassee and I drove from there till about Lake Charles, LA. Eric took over again to get us to Houston. We only slept a couple hours after we got in that morning. Eric's friend Dee Dee had been taking care of our kitten (Wasabi) while we were gone so he called her to let her know that we were back. He brought up meeting me again (she refuses to meet me) and she pretty much flipped out saying she doesn't want to hang out with a drug addict. Eric almost stuck up for me by saying I was recovered and by pointing out that Dee Dee herself had a meth/coke habit back in the day. I know the drug thing is just an excuse but I dont know why she wont meet me. Funny thing is I really never wanted to meet her anyway. Eric doesn't have the best taste in people/friends... he pretty much has no preferential taste in anything really (except for a hatred of liver & lima beans and a love of curly haired redheads) but the type of people he calls friends doesn't agree with his taste in morality/politics. My standards are a bit higher... probably why I don't have any friends. Anyway the phone conversation with Dee Dee took place within seconds of the start of the Packers playoff game. As if I wasn't already in a bad mood the way the Packers were playing made things worse. By the end of it all I had a pretty bad headache, not to mention the toll two theme park in three days took on my body so I figured that 50,000 mg of generic tylenol would help... what else would you expect from a drug addict? oh yeah, recovered drug addict.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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