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Lon chat 03.10.03 1:14 a.m. interesting convo with Lon tonight. went something like this: Jdailey1212: are you there? ataraxiandrift: yeah ataraxiandrift: Lon? Jdailey1212: ya ataraxiandrift: so jamie has a computer or did you takes yours over there or what? Jdailey1212: ya she has one Jdailey1212: its jami btw ataraxiandrift: so whats been goin on? ataraxiandrift: oh please Jdailey1212: not much...hanging out with hot chicks ataraxiandrift: yeah, me too Jdailey1212: word ataraxiandrift: I got a t shirt that says Chicks Dig Me. youd be surprised how many bi/lesbos there are when you advertise that you're one too ataraxiandrift: so hows my brother bein a retard now? Jdailey1212: uh... which time? ataraxiandrift: you said in the email that he was a retard Jdailey1212: he is...didn't you know? Jdailey1212: think its all that meth he smoked ataraxiandrift: yeah but I thought maybe he did something specifically retarded Jdailey1212: i'm sure he has ataraxiandrift: did you ever see that homo pic I sent out at new years of him? Jdailey1212: ya Jdailey1212: so you getting licked all day by lesbos now? ataraxiandrift: I wish Jdailey1212: nice... ataraxiandrift: I got some girls number earlier today tho Jdailey1212: oh ' Jdailey1212: go to www.heatherstar.com ataraxiandrift: eww shes not cute at all Jdailey1212: she is from around bristol....danielle knows her.... ataraxiandrift: you ever check out goregasm.com? Jdailey1212: ya shes not cute Jdailey1212: no ataraxiandrift: its a free porn/gore site ataraxiandrift: with a search feature Jdailey1212: gay hang on ataraxiandrift: I saw a minute long movie of some dude getting his head cut off with a big a knife ataraxiandrift: eric almost puked it was awesome ataraxiandrift: he just got the jagstang worked on, it totally rocks now ataraxiandrift: we tightened the bridge down so it stays in tune now and fixed the top switch and put in a whole new pickup, its a seymore duncan cool rail. it kinda looks like the humbucker in the bottom too so it all looks really nice, and sounds way the fuck better Jdailey1212: ya that old humbucker sucked... ataraxiandrift: nah it wasnt that one that I replaced it was the top one the single coil thingy Jdailey1212: k... ataraxiandrift: the bottom one is the humbucker, it sounds better now too Jdailey1212: ya... ataraxiandrift: daniel is still hounding me about moving out there Jdailey1212: wades has cute chicks that work there Jdailey1212: youngsters ataraxiandrift: yeah, I remember Jdailey1212: heh ataraxiandrift: brittany and I are talking a lot. she mails me letters all the time ataraxiandrift: she asks me for advice on guys LOL Jdailey1212: ya...tell her to send me some nudie shots ataraxiandrift: she's still not 18 yet : ) Jdailey1212: oh ya Jdailey1212: well i won't tell ataraxiandrift: Ive been going to lots of NA meetings ataraxiandrift: I think Im going to try to go straight edge, no weed, no nicotine or caffeine... not even aspirin... and see what my mind and body are capable of Jdailey1212: good for you...hope you make er go... Jdailey1212: you need to not take drugs ataraxiandrift: eric does go with me, sometimes I wish he wouldnt cuz I cant share what I really want to sometimes when hes there but in some ways its good he goes cuz he thinks Im a freak about stuff when really its just addictive behavior that all the rest of the people have too Jdailey1212: me on the other hand... did some BOMB ass coke the other day... ataraxiandrift: I've been playing basketball once a week or more and the knees have been hurting so Ive been smoking weed almost every night, but at least I fall asleep right away. I dont smoke until bout bedtime ataraxiandrift: I never liked coke... I get that from my mania ya know... ataraxiandrift: but at least youre not doin H so... ataraxiandrift: how are you affording it anyway? Jdailey1212: coke is kinda gay...but this was really good coke ataraxiandrift: you never told me if you got your glasses fixed or not ataraxiandrift: you can shoot coke ya know ataraxiandrift: tho I dont know how much etc Jdailey1212: uh...its called free coke ataraxiandrift: but Im sure the rush would be better ataraxiandrift: did you leave all those rigs in the top drawer of the dresser at my moms? Jdailey1212: or you could smoke crack...imagine the rush...or you could shoot the crack...jee holybatsylllables ataraxiandrift: well why even do a drug at all if youre not going to use it to the fullest of its potential? Jdailey1212: uh...no...threw them out.... ataraxiandrift: good Jdailey1212: werd ataraxiandrift: you workin anywhere yet? Jdailey1212: no ataraxiandrift: how come? Jdailey1212: cuz jobs suck...ya know...working for the man to make him richer.... ataraxiandrift: uh huh... ataraxiandrift: they got americorps in rochester, I can get you a recommendation Jdailey1212: oh my lord...why don';t i join a monestary while im at it ataraxiandrift: you should. I bet theyd get your glasses fixed for you. ataraxiandrift: I thought you wanted to start your own porn site, whatever happened to that idea? Jdailey1212: don't worry about it... ataraxiandrift: Im on the NA step where Im spozed to list all my character defects etc fun fun Jdailey1212: well...on the site....hung out with the guy who will most likely be designing it last night.... he is what one would call a "geek" or a hacker... ataraxiandrift: you got any pics yet? Jdailey1212: no....have met alot of hot young girls tho... ataraxiandrift: OH SHIT I think I found a pic on Anna from the haunted house. Im pretty sure its her. She musta gotten her boobs done like she was talkin about ataraxiandrift: the pics funny cuz shes in a hot tub or pool like she was the last time I saw her naked... Jdailey1212: on a web site? where'd you find the shot? ataraxiandrift: on goregasm.com the whole site is run by submissions ataraxiandrift: did you ever go look at that site? ataraxiandrift: I can email you the pic. you remember what she looked like right? Jdailey1212: not yet...reading some other shit right now... ya i remember...she wasn't that hot ataraxiandrift: well thats cuz shed just had a kid ataraxiandrift: I saw pics of her before she ever had kids ataraxiandrift: brb ataraxiandrift: just emailed you the pic Jdailey1212: k Jdailey1212: ya...kinda looks like her ataraxiandrift: I used to have some pics of her but I dont know where they went ataraxiandrift: I think the haunted house still has their website up and they prolly got a pic of her somewhere ataraxiandrift: man my tummy has been acting up all night. ataraxiandrift: I didnt wanna smoke any weed till I was ready for bed but now I might start early ataraxiandrift: so if youre not working what do you do all day? the same thing as at my moms? Jdailey1212: ya...just sit around and look good... ataraxiandrift: : ) Jdailey1212: jami cuts hair...she's good at it... ataraxiandrift: but does she fix glasses? ataraxiandrift: sorry bout that, cord is fucked up Jdailey1212: huh? ataraxiandrift: I got disconnected ataraxiandrift: Im thinking of going back to school to be a chemical dependancy counselor Jdailey1212: ataraxiandrift: but does she fix glasses? Jdailey1212: i just have to get closer to see the hotties now... ataraxiandrift: t disconnected ataraxiandrift: I could finish that degree quicker than any other Jdailey1212: ya ataraxiandrift: it pays ok too ataraxiandrift: then maybe one day I can be that cool chick who keeps rock stars off drugs Jdailey1212: maybe... ataraxiandrift: tho that job wouldnt really be fulfilling ataraxiandrift: so whats the weather like up there? Jdailey1212: cold ataraxiandrift: its really fucked up how warm it is down here ataraxiandrift: it messes with me all the time ataraxiandrift: if its 80 in february, how fucken hot does it get in august? wtf Jdailey1212: yah...actually it rained yesterday...was warmer ataraxiandrift: I dont think its gotten below freezing here at all ataraxiandrift: tho there were a couple mornings I wore a coat... ataraxiandrift: I dont know what the fuck Im gonna do for summer clothes ataraxiandrift: its sick ataraxiandrift: hopefully I lose more weight before then Jdailey1212: wear a big ice cube ataraxiandrift: speakin of, whats my mom lookin like these days? have you seen her recently? Jdailey1212: no...havent seen her Jdailey1212: actually she was at a gas station in shortsville but i didnt see her or talk to her.... ataraxiandrift: she says shes lost almost 100 pounds Jdailey1212: dunno...ask your brother ataraxiandrift: yeah. hes not on much either ataraxiandrift: hes back at pliant Jdailey1212: he has a girlfriend... ataraxiandrift: so when he is online its while Im at work ataraxiandrift: yeah I know ataraxiandrift: whats wrong with her anyway? Jdailey1212: uh.... Jdailey1212: shes dumb and kinda nasty ataraxiandrift: why is she dating preston ataraxiandrift: ok thats what I figured ataraxiandrift: is the kid half black? Jdailey1212: and her friends are even dumber and nastier and even more annoying Jdailey1212: no the kid isn't half black lol ataraxiandrift: weird ataraxiandrift: I wonder if theyve had sex yet Jdailey1212: i guess they fuck like rabbits...lol ataraxiandrift: or if she knows that pret's dick ring is bigger than his dick Jdailey1212: wonder if his tongue has fallen off yet ataraxiandrift: lol ataraxiandrift: I swallowed the ball of my tongue ring bout a month ago Jdailey1212: nice... ataraxiandrift: had to go to work with half a keychain ring in my mouth Jdailey1212: lol ataraxiandrift: it was the weekend of the acorps convention too Jdailey1212: your brother is to find out if amandas mom still works there ataraxiandrift: I would leave it out most of the time but I had to put it in every hour ataraxiandrift: did you ask him to do this yet or is this something you want me to ask him? Jdailey1212: i asked him...but he hadn't gone there yet...so i'll find out the next time i talk to him ataraxiandrift: yeah ataraxiandrift: did you read the diary entry about the acorps programs Im applying to? Jdailey1212: ya ataraxiandrift: fucking acorps dicked me over hard this year ataraxiandrift: but theyre dicking over about 2000 workers even harder so Im not stressin that much Jdailey1212: that should be in their brochure ataraxiandrift: no shit ataraxiandrift: and they say its the toughest job you'll ever love hahahaha ataraxiandrift: they are 2,000 scholarships short this year Jdailey1212: thought that was the beace corb ataraxiandrift: no thats acorps ataraxiandrift: "beace corb" what, are ya wankin or somethin sheesh? Jdailey1212: uhh...i have no letter that follows 'o'.... ataraxiandrift: why no P? ataraxiandrift: you cant stick your finger in the hole? Jdailey1212: no hole... Jdailey1212: brb ataraxiandrift: k Jdailey1212: ... ataraxiandrift: so you just sit around all day and not do anything? Jdailey1212 signed off at 1:12:07 AM. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
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