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quirks
03.30.03 1:12 p.m.

My hair's got this Thomas Dolby/mad scientist thing goin on today. I took out the corn rows last night. I really need to wash my hair/shower in general but I'm going to be doing some cleaning whenever eric gets his butt up and goes into work. He's got a big project due tomorrow that he's gotta cram for now. I hate cleaning around people. actually I hate moving around people in general. If I'm with people I like to remain still, I don't seem so fat when I dont move. If I'm in a crowd I like to disappear against a wall or behind something if possible. Some of my weirdnesses are still around. Most of my odd-to-mental behaviors didn't resurface after I quit using H, but I'm still a nervous pee-er. I can't use bathrooms if other people are in them or if I can hear other's talking, like if the bathroom is right by people's tables in a resteraunt. I dont have very good balance when it comes to squatting so I always have to clean public toilets before I use em too. There are just some things I'm weird about.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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