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wrong turns

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wrong turns
05.29.03 5:22 p.m.

I feel like crap today. Might have something to do with 3 jack and cokes (mostly if not ALl jack) and the 4 tequilla shots last night... then waking up at what I think is about 7am and asking Eric what time it is and it's really 8:50... I was only 15 minutes late for work though. Last day with the kids. At least they're young enough to where they dont realize that they're getting dicked over, they're also too young to know that the school is closing and that they'll never see any of their friends again.... It's alright for me though, I wasn't that close to any of the kids, they made me switch classes about a month ago and the only kids I had bonds with (Mariam and Luis) weren't in my class anymore.

I've been updating my other diary, the one from 2000. I originally wanted to get that typed up all at once. Taking longer than I thought. It's pretty depressing to dredge up all that shit, but it needs to be done.



Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?