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who's your weedman cuz my man's all out

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who's your weedman cuz my man's all out
08.16.03 6:25 p.m.

AmeriCorps picnic totally blew, not that I thought it wouldn't.... They wanted us at the park at 8am until 4pm. I got there a little before 1 and left before 2. At karakoe last night no one showed up. Carolyn and Torie were there for all of 20 minutes. They were too tired cuz they'd only gotten a couple hours of sleep the night before due to a long overdue coke bender. I didn't even get invited, sheesh. And these are the closest things to friends I have here in Houston. Yippee. Anyway, there was a cute very-gay guy singing all night. He remnded me of a kid I went to high school with, Matt Lovell, whom my friend Trevor had a mad crush on. Matt L. was a good singer like the dude was last night, too. The bitch I almost killed a while back was hanging on him, totally unaware that he was gay, and even if he wasn't he would have better things to do than go home with a 50-something year old crackhead alcoholic retarded bitch. She tried to start shit while I was talking to him.
Last night I wasn't singing too well. I wanted to leave and pay a visit to our weedman. Eric called and weedman said to call him back tomorrow. He also said that he was out of "schwag" and only had dro. Oh, dang.... So when Eric called back today (we slept till almost 3pm and we didn't call till 4:00) he said he was out of dro too. A few days ago I scraped a shit load of resin, which I am almost out of.... I've had a headache pretty much all week, and I'm wondering if it's no-weed related. On a side note I'm thinking of braving the electric fence and herd of longhorns to do some mushroom hunting tonight. I might also find somebody to score something from at the gig Eric's bands (yes both performing back to back at the same club) are playing tonight. It's a lesbian club, so maybe I'll end up scoring something other than drugs.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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