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09.27.03 12:51 p.m.

Things are sort of patched up for the time being. He signed me up for some apartment locators on the web, and roomate searches also. There are actually half-way decent apartments close to Sharpstown. OK sized studios for $350 and a one bedroom for $400. The studio looked nice enough, I like my sleeping spaces small/enclosed though. It doesn't really matter what the place is like. Yeah, I'd PREFER to not have roaches/ants, yeah I'd PREFER to have things not falling apart but really it doesn't matter. I've lived in shit-holes before, I didn't get that used to the surroundings I'm in now. We talked it over and I told him I wasn't moving out until my AmeriCorps service is over. I'm not using up my two months of paid rent before I have a good chance of finding a job. I'll have some cash from the haunted house to fall back on. It'll be rough in the beginning because I'll have no furniture. You never see it along the sidewalks like you do in Columbus. Maybe I should start scouting the campus areas. Those Rice students prolly throw out some nice shit. Maybe we'll make that trip up north afterall to get some furniture off of my mom or other family members. (On a side note My step-mom called Thursday, I don't know why. Maybe my dad finally drank himself to death or something. She called my cell, which scares me cuz I can't remember ever giving out my cell phone number and a couple days before that someone found my diary by searching "nirvangel", my old email nickname, and that person's IP was untracable, AND I have my cell number posted here....) Anyway I don't think I'll be that hard off, like I said, I'm used to it. Once AC ends I can pay off OSU and get my transcripts to HCC. I'll start school in January, and even though I can't get any more student loans I would be able to get a loan and use my ed award to pay that off, essentially getting the ed award in cash. I'd get about two grand from that. I'll qualify for Pell grants and things like that. Also because I'm going to finish my degree in Education instead of French, I'll be up for more scholarships etc. There are lots of programs out there that'll pay off your student loans if you agree to teach there for a certain amount of time (Teach America for example). I'm not that worried about moving out, I was just freaking about having to move right now, not having a job and not being able to consentrate on fidning a job because I'm working two jobs right now....


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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