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Finally the last day of the haunted house. Working 12 nights in a row wasn't a good idea. So what's new... a 16 year old has a crush on me and I threw a party on Halloween but only high schoolers showed up. More interesting shit happened than that, I'm just very tired. Lemme talk about Alex first. OK, I've gone through A LOT of weed, even after I've complained about going through a lot of weed... the idea was to smoke up people so that they'd smoke me up with their (hopefully) better weed. See in OH and NY this shit wouldn't fly, people will actually call you on owing them weed: "Man I smoked you up every day this week, you gotsta come off some of that shit for me" is what I should say to these leaches. Just one more night, and I still have about a third oz, and money in my checking account to get more, plus I got other hookups now, people saying what they get is similar quality and they pay $50-$60 an oz not the $70-$90 we pay. They say never pay more than $60 an oz for something that isn't nug. So I got numbers, numbers for people who are serious smokers like me, and they're older too so I don't have to play any games with kids gettin it for me. So ok back to Alex. He started out as one of the kids I'd smoke up before work. He's a goofy stoner kid with long tangled hair, dopey expression on his face, he's cute though. He's 16 now but turns 17 Nov 16th. I always end up friends with scorpios, pisces and cancers. All last weekend and this weekend he's been coming to visit me during the house. Everyone near me can tell if people are coming cuz there's a very loud monster animatronic before my scene. Most actors around me hang out in my room so he blended in. Then he switched up his breaks to coincide with mine, at first I thought it was cuz he thought I went out and smoked during my breaks, but he never asked about it. He's talked to other actors, mainly Kat cuz I hang with her the most, OCD psycho bitch that she is, I gotta love her.... But he's asked her about that guy I ride with sometimes, and she said he's a roommate. He asked me about Eric himself and I explained the situation. This all happened last weekend. Kat was picking on me, yelling out words like "jailbait" "cradle robber" and "prison time" in between groups of customers. She's start singing that Billy Idol song. Kat's pretty funny, though the OCD really pisses me off sometimes (she has to organize the glasses just so... plus her other little "must haves") and she's on a whole slew of medications, most sound familiar, either Jake (mental kid I took care of back in the day) or Matt (schizophrenic friend) was on them. All in all she still rocks, as most pale-skinned natural redhead goths will. Back to Alex; hedidn't work the extra days (Mon, Tues and Weds) so when I saw him on Thursday he came up and hugged me, but kinda sideways so my boob was really in the way, he smooched my cheek, I asked where he'd been and right away he says that he hadn't seen his girlfriend in a couple weeks and wanted to spend time with her. She doesn't want him smoking weed so he doesn't hang with her often. ok... that's not a girlfriend, that's a girl who lets you kiss her. Kat told me he was a virgin, I guess she asked, though I'm pretty good at sensing that about people. Kat joked that I'm gonna make a man out of him and I said that that would ruin him, men suck. I'd rather have a friend than a lover, and I'd rather smoke weed and play video games than have sex so this whole situation almost makes sense. I'm so glad I made friends with haunted house people, I need to remember to take my addy book with me so I can get everyone's numbers in a safe place, I got them floating around on little bits of paper towel and ticket stubs customers drop in my scene. So anyway, even though everyone jokes that he's my boyfriend (even Eric last night right after Alex got outta the car from me smoking him up, said "haha you got a boyfriend"), Alex is NOT my boyfriend. Just like with Brittany, I'll get himm high, I might even watch him get naked... but I'm not having sex with him. Sex is disrespectful... sex is something you wait on, like Eminem's "Superman" song "I'll never love you enough to trust you, we just met and I just fucked you" he's saying how you can't love a slut, that relationships don't start off with sex, that some girls are worth loving and some girls are worth fucking, and if you're gonna let guys fuck you right off the bat then they ain't gonna love OR respect you, you don't even love and respect yourself. duh. There are a million things I'd rather do with somebody than fuck them, the fact that I turned down sex with a person I adore should be taken as a compliment and not a let down.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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