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BEFORE
Put One Foot in Front of the Other and Soon You'll be Walking Out the Door
12.07.03 5:55 p.m.
I signed my lease yesterday. We got some stuff moved in but pretty much all I did was go through and fill out the inventory paperwork. I took over all my boxes and got them unpacked today. I don't have that much stuff anyway. There was one bin too heavy for me to get up the stairs by myself. Eric was at band practice today but we're supposed to move the futon and loveseat tonight. It's 6:30 and he's still at practice so I don't know if that shit'll get moved tonight or what. In the meantime I'm watching ABC Family channel because "Santa Claus is Comin to Town" is on. Probably my favorite chistmas cartoon. Miss Jessica (the eventual Mrs. Claus) is a hottie, even if she's only a puppet.
Friday night I had a pretty interesting dream.... It was basically a continuation of a night that really happened back in high school. I had thrown a birthday party for Janet. This was the year that I missed three months of school because of the knee surgeries. I had only been back in school about two months when I threw the party and really even though Janet's birthday is at the end of February, with Thanksgiving and Christmas breaks and me skipping school every other day it wasn't even that much time. The regular gang was invited, and for shits n giggles I invited Randy and his best friend Curt not thinking they'd really show. Well they did, but they didn't stay long. After everyone had left and I walked home one friend I got back to the house and Janet was on the phone with them (Randy and Curt). They ended up sneaking over and staying most of the night. Skipping ahead to my dream, it was a continuation of that night, except Curt wasn't there or had left. See, Curt was a major distraction to all three of us. It's OK if you don't understand what the hell I'm talking about, Janet will understand. Curt distracted all three of us that night but in my dream he wasn't around to. Nothing happened between Janet and I in the dream, no need to explain this either. Plenty of stuff happened between me n Randy and then Janet and Randy and then me and Randy and so on... it was pretty racy. Then this morning right before the alarm went off I was being bitten on the left hand by a sexy vampire with long brown hair. He wasn't totally sucking me dry, just nibbling. Weird dreams indeed.
Always remember to quit while you're ahead.
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!
Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life
How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?
AFTER
WHAT'S MY NAME?!?