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It's happening again, the avalanche, and I don't know how to stop it. Seems temp agencies down here don't work like they do up north. I had an appointment with one place, turns out the appointment was only for me to turn in a resume. Something similar happened to Preston we went to the agency that specializes in electronics stuff. They made Prett an appointment for two weeks from now. I called a few other temp agencies and they said the same thing, to come in and give them a resume. Though I'd love to sink deep into a self-hating depression right now that annoying spark in me refuses to go out and I find myself waking up NATURALLY at 7:30am these days, having energy though I havent been eating or drinking much of anything lately. I'm also having problems with my organizational skills. I lost ten dollars this morning, I figure it fell out of my pocket at the bank this morning as I was pulling other crap out. My head is thick also, I can't think straight. Due to the depression and lack of sleep and not having taken a vitamin in three weeks.... I had to put 50 cents worth of gas in the car this afternoon and I thought "so it's come back to this..." worrying about having enough gas to get to job interviews for jobs I won't get, worrying abotu rent and food and choosing between gas and food... back in this place again, and I'm worse off than before I got to Houston cuz now I have something to lose. I don't know what the hell to do. When I woke up early this am I got Prett to call Kelly Services to have them transfer his NY info to a local office. He was then called in to fill out hard copy applications. They sent him to interview for an assignment at Frito Lay (pack bags of chips into boxes then put boxes on trucks). He said it seemed promising, so maybe that'll go somewhere. I'm over at Eric's redoing my resume again. I got one job lead after being at the state worksource place for more than an hour. Decent lead though, planning after school and summer camps with the Y, full-time, pay range $8.50 - $11-50/hr. I need to add my first year of americorps. The drug test is the least of my worries, and that's a big worry.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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