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BEFORE
speaking of paraguay
03.16.04 12:01 p.m.
and OF COURSE yesterday he'd be totally motherfucking perfect... well as perfect as HE gets anyway.... beautiful evening of smoking shit I ought not be, watching wrestling and making more movies... the movies we make could prolly make heaps of money, the kind where people use acronyms to describe the kinds of shit that go on in movies like that. So uh, anyway, I'm still having bad feelings, that this has turned, is turning in the wrong direction, like all other relationships. The "wal-mart special" is looking better every day, even on "good" days.
I have court tonight for the two tickets I got driving Prett up to that piss test. I thought it was far away but it's right near Harlan's. I hope they wont be charging me much, though I cant find the paperwork to prove Eric got the car inspected and can't afford to pay ANYTHING on any fines I might get because I have been getting charged by my bank $4 for every time I use an ATM machine, PLUS whatever fee the ATM has itself, so really $6 every time, and that added up to $100 or more, plus I think I'm gonna bounce a check. I'm not sure what I'm going to do, I need to switch banks though, cut my atm card in half. ATM, funny I was just talking about acronyms lol... if you only knew.
Always remember to quit while you're ahead.
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!
Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life
How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?
AFTER
WHAT'S MY NAME?!?