Defining Moments of My Life
saturday

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saturday
03.22.04 1:09 p.m.

Get into a minor car accident in The Ward on saturday. Initially I fled because I thought I'd just hit a drug dealer, expected Gats to come out etc, when I saw it was a woman then I stopped at somewhere better lit and with less crack dealers around. It was her fault I think even though neither of us had stop signs or yield signs she was going at least 40mph in a residential and I was just starting to enter the intersection thinking I had to stop, the driver's side of her car scraped along the front end of mine. Anyway... at work saturday my boss tapped me on my shoulder and told me to wait in his office and if there are already people there to wait in line. I got very nervous thinking it was a random drug test cuz the others I saw get up would be the type I'd drug test... turns out he wants me to move to days, 8:30 - 5pm M-F, so I dont have to work saturdays anymore. No raise as of yet though I do get more hours per week, a full 40 now. No raise yet cuz I just got one a couple weeks ago, when my next evaluation is due then I'll be bumped up to their level. I'm recruiting professionals and CEO's. I talked to one of the VPs of Exxon today oooohhhh... interesting job, much harder, and much more responsibility, my people dont get varified so if they dont show it makes me look bad and if they show and are sucky in the group then I pretty much get fired.... anyway my lunch is about over, things are interesting with Harlan, will have to talk abotu that more later. He brought up renting a house together again. We'll see. I'd hate to break my lease, move in with him for a few weeks and then things turn super-sour. We already had a spiff about the AC in his bedroom, it's VERY loud and the ceiling fan works fine but he insists on having it on and so I sleep on the couch, not cool. Also he got me pretty pilled out on saturday night, told me to "get the bed ready", so I'm waiting and he's downstairs talking to some old mexican neighbor. He comes up and says he'll be back in a half hour and then he doesnt show up until 6am. VERY NOT COOL.... more f'd up shit happened saturday, more later.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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