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short update 03.31.04 1:08 p.m.
Things are pretty good again, big fuck up monday though. Over the weekend we got some methadone from a girl I work with, then monday night his friend calls offering some stuff. Harlan was asleep but I woke him up and told him of the offer. I make a purchase and wake him up for real and he flips out saying I was doing shit behind his back etc. After we did up that shit he called his friend (McSlits) for more. So last night he was all pissed at me for buying behind his back, plus it was his friend that he's always accusing me of fucking, and then it was a waste of money but really his problem is that he caught a glimpse of my demon and he didnt like what he saw, scared him pretty good, so much that we've sworn off all hard shit and are thinking of turning in the "friend" who keeps being a bad influence. More serious talk of moving in together, he's opening up to me more, showed me his closet... he's getting more snuggley in bed. Things have cooled off in the bedroom recently, prolly cuz of the drugs, not that we haven't been willing, more like we haven't been able to perform.... Things are OK at work, some other people have been fucking up big time and I've been left to clean up the messy projects, which means my days are hellish right now. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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