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I should go to bed, cuz really I haven't been yet, well from 5-8 last night I slept, but it was the dead sleep like when you wake up you don't think any time has passed so you dont feel rested. I should go to sleep but I told a boy I'd go to church with him. One of the regulars at the store. The one that brought his guitar in and sang to us the other night. He's cute but untouchable. Virgin, never tried liquor or drugs, good kid, 2nd year of bible college, loves his mommy... you know... the opposite of me. I wanted to say to him that ignorance is different than goodness, it's easy to do the right thing if you haven't ever done the wrong, and you don't know how nice the wrong stuff is... but doing bad things, experiencing and knowing about them, and then NOT doing them... then that's goodness. It's not a big deal for a virgin to take an oath of celibacy, but it's pretty damn hard for a hooker. Anyway....

Stuck at work by myself again cuz the other girl didnt show, had to bring otu the baker to help me with a rush, both of us were stuck there till 7 finishing our duties. And I'm back in at 2pm, Gary has his interview/orientation and I'm driving him so I'm gonna clock in and watch videos. I didn't get a break last night. Pounding concrete and marble floors all night long and I thought it'd be a nice touch to wear heels to church this morning cuz I'm crazy like that. I'm gonna fall down and bust my ass. I'm getting a fucking cold, I keep Jedi Mind Trickign myself, "you're not sick, it's the dust from Warped..." and then the other voice says "or maybe you shouldn't have stuck that bird feather in your mouth after Gary said it was gross and disgusting of you to pick it up" "That feather could have West Nile" he said and I said "good" and stuck it in my mouth deep throat style then tongued it up and down on the way out. Dan said it was sexy. Dan's sexy. Dan's the man, the tree man. He helps landscape the greenery. He looks like Cobain with a full beard. He hung out in the van yesterday at/around/near the KFC at which me n Gary were grubbin. We went for a drive, I think the van was a turn on for him. That van's a boy magnet. Geoff REALLY liked the van too. OK it's too fucking cold in here, I must go. Church at nine. Hell freezes over at 9:01.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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