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Im freaking out right cuz Im sort of spotting. Though my book tells me it's normal and OK, all I remember is the pain of the tubal pregnancy back in 97. Im trying to keep calm and not run to the ER, trying to trust/hope the book is right.... And of course once you read the symptoms (lower back and shoulder pain, increases with cough or sneeze etc), you start experiencing them all... so maybe me feeling the syptoms is because I just read them, and besides that, I just got home from work and that's why my back etc would be hurting... but still "we've pinponted your problem, fortunately it's not your appendix, just an ectopic that ruptured..." yeah, just a dead baby, no big deal doc, now didnt you say something about a morphine drip? anyway.....

I was only supposed to make $100 this week but it seems they like me on second shift. Im scheduled Monday 2-6pm (but I worked till 8pm), Tuesday 2-6 (worked till 8:30), tomorrow I was spozed to have off but we dont have anyone for morning baker so I said "if you let me go home now Ill be back in at 8am", that was at 7:45 and it took another 45 mins before I was able to leave. I work Friday 2-8pm (or whenever I really get out of there) and Sunday 6pm-10pm. Sunday will really be 10 pm cuz its never busy enough to need to stay. Candice is coming back to work, awesome, and also asked if I needed a roommate. I really need car repairs and to start my bankruptcy so there'll be nothing left of my taxes to put towards an apartment. Though those suing me cant get anything from me seeing as I have NOTHING, seriously everything I have in storage still smells like cat pee, though they can still steal my taxes and steal from my bank account whenever there's a positive balance in there. Im thinking once my taxes come in I should close my account, or at least the checking account and just keep a savings open so they'll cash my checks for me without taking fees. This is so retarded... who the fuck sues a single pregnant poor lady anyway? Obviously they dont know who I am, and theyre seriously going on my Zero Population List to be taken care of during my "night of long knives". Anyway Im pretty fucken pissed off, it seems Im getting fucked over more often than Tristan in Legends of the Fall.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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