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03.03.05 8:52 p.m.

She said by the size of the baby that I'm 12 weeks, 6 days pregnant (That was yesterday, so 13 weeks today). I think that it's just a big baby, but go figure cuz I was 9 pounds when born. They say that the amount of weight a woman puts on doesnt reflect the amount the baby will weigh. But they say that gestational diabetes produces larger babies, so in a way the more one eats does affect the baby. Ive been eating better in the last week. I borrowed my mom's Wegman's credit card again for groceries, so I havent been eating fast food or bar food. I didnt get any goodies, which is really hard with all the easter candy in my face. I got lots of fruit and a tub of yogurt, mix em together... the most fattening thing I bought was the jug of peanuts. Cheaper and about as fattening as meat though, and easier to eat, and no animals die to make peanuts so I guess it's a better choice.

I have to keep this short cuz I got movies to get back by nine, but I want to comment on Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Probably the saddest thing Ive ever seen, it made me want to forget that I ever saw it or felt the feelings I had while watching it. Lon stuff, so very close to home. Anyway not to sound too Batemanesque, I gotta return some video tapes.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?