Defining Moments of My Life
585-260-9477

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585-260-9477
05.24.05 1:44 p.m.

I was reading this morning and Greg's phone started vibrating. I opened it and it said 2 missed calls. They were from a local number and I thought it may have been his sister calling from her work. I called the number and recognized her voice, she just wanted Greg's key to the storage unit. They'll have their stuff out by the end of the week, leaving the weekend for us to get Greg's stuff out. Good timing seeing the satlellite dish will be hooked up on Tuesday, and we'll have the weekend to get Greg's tv looked at.

After talking to Pedro (G's nick for his sis), the phone vibrated again saying there was one unread text msg. At 2:53 am someone at 585-260-9477 wrote "R U mad at me". I hadnt seen what time the msg was sent, cuz thats on a second screen I didnt find till later, but I hit reply and said "who are you, this is cisco's phone." thinking it was a wrong number (Ive never heard of that phone prefix and Ive never seen Greg use text msgs). I got a response at 11:42am which said "did u get my letter" and I wrote back again asking who this was "who is this, I dont recognize the number". I got a reply at 11:51am "is this greg" and I replied "Joey, his gf. greg is still asleep." and funny thing, I didnt get a reply after that. Greg is not getting his phone today, Im saying that my mom needs to take all of them down to the store cuz there ahve been added services we didnt request (which is true) and my phone being busted (true again) and they need to corralate all the phones (not true). ANyway, I'll find out who 260-9477 is. I really ought to get some sort of "reference guide" together, reference in two meanings, it would be a reference to current friends/lovers full of references written by past friends/lovers, attesting to what happens when I am crossed. The worst thing someone can do to me is tamper with trust and loyalty issues. It's not that Greg is cheating, it's the disrespect thing, the "I own him" thing. We shall see.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?