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Can anybody read this? I scanned them in full size, then I resized them in paint, why are they smaller than they were in paint? Theyre this size in yahoo too. fucken piece of shit. I better not have wasted all night scanning those, coulda talked to Janet more.

Know something, Im pissed. Duh, usually Im pissed. But moreso tonight. Skootchies got like 8 teeth coming in at the same time right now and I havent had a day off in two weeks and it's looking like Greg isn't getting her this week either. I called my mom a few times after she got out of work and asked her to help me with her, each time she said she was on the way home... and she didnt show up til almost 10. I was having a chat session with janet and we were talking about how maybe the women who end up going pycho and killing their kids maybe just started out a little eccentric and then progressed that bad. Im not hinting around that Im gonna kill my kid or anything (like I EVER hint) but it just worries me cuz I have been way fucken crazier than I am now, and following my general rule of thumb "If it can/will happen once it can/will happen again" and if I was ever off the deep end already and had a day like this with Skootch, I dont know what the fuck would happen. And Im very angry at my mom cuz she knows this more than anyone probably yet she cant get her head out of denial's/the casino's ass and help me. All the warning signs are there... it'll be a sad sad day then.

Then there's pigfucker, whom I gave $40 to yesterday for an 1/8th and I still havent got it yet. Thats cuz he has enough himself so why make an extra trip. Well he had what looked like enough, though he and Erin been smoking up their neighbors and go through weed like toilet paper, and Im thinking, leaning toward maybe he was out and did an even more niggery thing by buying himself a bag with my money knowing he gets paid tomorrow and magically his weedman will come through. It's sad the amount of ass saving shit I do for people, usually putting myself in the hole, and I get fucked over. One day I'll learn not to share, and won't it be nice when it happens as I actually have resources worth sharing.

ANYWAY I got a pipe to scrape and new south park/mencia recorded.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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