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demons and nutjobs 05.21.06 1:11 p.m. It took about an hour to fall asleep last night, which is less than it took Friday. Cass woke up around 6 AM, I made her a bottle and changed her and had her back to sleep by 6:30, myself back to sleep 7:15. She slept till 9, I didnt get out of bed till 9:15, which put us late for church. I missed the announcements but afterword the woman who runs the day care program said to me "So we'll see you wednesday morning for fingerprinting!" all excited-like. Me-- "Um, yeah..." then I found the girl my age who is the only other day care person and she filled me in, that we need to do background checks and fingerprinting. Let's hope all that goes well. It was women's day, where they did skits profiling the major women of the bible, and there was no sermon. The skits were pretty traditional, where Lot's wife really turned into salt and Magdalene really was a demon plagued whore. Speaking of demon plagued whores, I was thinking about this the other day. Back at Coker (my first college back in 95-96) when we were role playing, I think it was vampire or white wolf, it was early on in the year, and I opened some sort of present from Bill's character and it was some sort of bandana that let me make wishes but every time I made a wish a demon was let loose (from my psyche) and each affected my behavior/sanity in a certain way... and by the end of the game my character was a complete nutjob.... I think that actually happened in real life, though I only have one demon (or whatever it is). It all makes sense now, lol. I've always remembered AP being around me, when younger it was always when I was in dangerous situations, and he would direct my attention elsewhere when bad things were happening. In high school I think I even mentioned to Janet about the thing that watches me sleep. It wasn't till Coker that I started talking to him though. anyway this'll all land me in a nuthouse and give Greg custody of Cass so I better get to work on my paper, finish degree, get surgery, get good job, save $$, move to LA, become the highest paid dominatrix in history (take that Lucretia Borgia!) Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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