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How long is it until I'm in South fucking Dakota, seriously I need to get the fuck away from my mom. Prett says the week before he moved back to Ohio she talked about killing herself 3 times. Well mom if you're gonna do it you better make it look like a fucking accident cuz you're not fucking me out of your life insurance money, it's bad enough I had to be stuck with a mother like you. I can't do anyfuckenthing right with her. Next person that tells me I'm just like my mom is getting super kicked.

Anyway I gotta not focus on her anymore or else my nose will start to bleed again. Does anybody else ever get so pissed off that their nose bleeds?

I pissed Amos off at work so badly tonight that he yelled at me to not pick on him anymore. All I said was that I was getting him a stripper for his birthday. OK I said some other stuff too, but he shit-talks right back. And then when I said the stripper thing, then THAT was too much for him. Poor guy just needs some weed, beer and/or pussy. That or he needs to go "Str8 Edge" and at least have a backbone/some pride about not drinking, smoking or having sex. If you're ashamed you're a virgin then dont be a virgin.... I'm gonna get him a card and give him some wisdom. Poor guy, he's been there 2 years and I make more money than he does. He's getting a pay cut, technically, when the min wage goes up. He says the only raises he's ever got were from min wage hikes.

Work's going really well, I love it. It's so easy. I might have to quit though.... I need to find a sitter for overnights so that I dont have to fuck around with my mom anymore. Maybe I'll talk to Pedro about it. Wtf can I do? I'm busting my ass so fucking hard but it feels like I'm treading water. All this pressure will turn me into a diamond one of these days.

I wanted to vent some more about my mom but I'm not going to now. Today I need to find an overnight sitter, see what's going on with social services about the subsidized sitting, food stamps, rent help(?), see what other bullshit paperwork they need from me etc. My brain hurts just thinking about it. Seriously life should not be this fucking hard. Why is there so much bullshit in general, where did it all come from? "Jobs"... who the fuck thought that up? "Money" yeah another brilliant human concept, "Time"... it's all so unnecessary. I need to find a commune somewhere and trade my amazing homemade french bread for somebody else's beef. Live in a hut, grow my own veggies, make my own clothes, no one to tell me what to do or how to do it... it'll be a lot like my childhood except there'll be less child molesters involved. Hopefully anyway.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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