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Im so fucking angry right now. i've hit that point in drunkeness when someone must hurt or somethign must burn.... restless drunk n angry man, not a good combo for Joey. i was infe till i started to karaoke-at-home aerosmith's "what it takes" yes I am that lame thank you very much. I am completely happy being single, extrememly happy, like I dont ever want to say I love you ever agin... I dont ever want to have to cook someone dinner, or wash their laundry... or put up with their petite foils out of love.... I never wanna make excuses for someone ro feel embarassed to introduce them to friends n family....

I'm sad and angry because of the disrespect, for the slight of hand, wasted time and money... I've never taken rejection or criticism well. I deserve better, everyone does, I know all these great people that are alone and loney... Janet, Tyler, Daniel, me.... (I guess the 4 of us should hook up?) I dont get it.

I guess I should 4eat somethign today seein I didnt eat yesterday either... Im almost out of whiskey and Im scared that Im not gonna pass out and Im gonna have to stay awake half drunk, depressed and manic....

Just reminded myself that I have a mystery pill... lets see what it is. I guess its good that my nose is too runny to snort anything right now. I'll just crush it and swallow it. i think Tim's bro Charlie gave it to me so it's probably an aspirin painted pink....

before I get into another relationship (If I ever do anytim soon, god I hope not) I promise myself that Im gonna get half of my to do list done. This includes my sexual "TO DO" list, you know, a black guy, a skinny little goth boy, an albino, a "vampire", hot chicks etc.... ok Im just deoressing myself even more I need to kill the rest of my botytle and go to bed. I oughtta be crying out of happiness not misery. I need to set somethign on fire. nice pure cleansing fire..... lol

sweet I still have 1/3 of a litre of whiskey left and 7 journey songs downloading. I wish i had some friends that lived near me cuz what I really need is a hug. aww Im so lame gag. my cuz is gonna be home from work soon and Im a wreck.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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