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Nightmares about Scott last night for the first time in a couple weeks. Yesterday I was thinking about the upcoming court date and also I had a psych visit the morning before, so maybe that's what triggered the dreams. No zombies in these dreams, me and him and a few other guys, never seen them before but I knew they were goombas cuz they had on cheap suits and spoke italian. I think maybe they all kidnapped me, and there was something about a safety deposit box that I had the key for? I didnt try to memorize it so I dont remember much.

So after all the trouble/effort of getting into the county (aka low cost) mental health program, they tell me that I was originally misdiagnosed bipolar, that I don't have ptsd, and that they aren't going to prescribe me any meds. Oh and also I dont have a drug or alcohol problem. What I do have is an adjustment disorder, and she's gonna work with me on my committment and aggression issues. So maybe I'm gonna get help with that stuff, but it's still not gonna be the kind of help I REALLY need. Don't have a drug problem...? And I'M the crazy one?

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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