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Will You Go With Me 02.01.08 12:43 a.m.
This is the country song he sang at karaoke last night, he told me to pay attention to it. Would you go with me if we were lost in fields of clover If I gave you my hand would you take it Would you go with me if we rode the clouds together If I gave you my hand would you take it So I'm not sure but I think he might have been formally asking me out, lol. Also we texted for a while today and then he disappeared. Then I remembered he musta still been at work cuz he went in later today. Then around 5:30 he called me and apologized for disappearing, and I said I figured he musta still been at work. So we talked for 45 minutes while my mom was in walmart, eventually he was falling asleep (from no sleep last night) and was gonna take a nap. I laughed and told him he was gonna be down for the count and he said hopefully he would wake up soon so that he could call me again (awe!). I got into a huge fight with my mom on the way home (she called me a horrible mom, I said "at least my kid didnt get molested" then she said that it was my fault I got molested, and that I musta liked it seein I didnt tell anyone about it, I called her a fucking whore, and she hit me HARD, good times were had by all!) So anyway when we got back to the house I hid upstairs, took a bath with babygirl and then read her books until she fell asleep. I put her in my mom's bed and then smoked a bowl and fell asleep. Janet called me but she didnt feel much like talking anyway and I had been sleeping so I said Id call her tomorrow. Then right after I fell back asleep Jerico called again. We talked a half hour and then when it was toward the end of the convo he said "well I should get back to bed, I'm still whooped from last night... I just wanted to call you and say goodnight before you fell asleep." Awe!! I know GAG right! How mushy! It hasnt been this mushy since when Lon and I were first starting out, I love it! I get giddy like a school girl and everything's all a flutter. I downloaded that song and put it on my mp3 player. FOR REAL, I'm done! he's got me! Anyway, after he said the goodnight thing I said something like "Hearing you say goodmorning would be better..." "Mmm yes, definitely" I'm very hopeful about the next month. I'm getting about $3200 back from taxes, an apartment is gonna be first, fo sho, besides my mom backhanding me... I need to get the fuck outta here. I think tomorrow I'm going to take the bus to canandaigua and fill out some apartment applications, depending on the weather. Greg needs to move out of his place and give it to me n Cass! Actually Im gonna hit him up for more support so that I can afford something better. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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