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sad again
05.02.08 2:56 p.m.

In the last 24 hours I have manically typed up my whole handwritten journal about Jerico and fit it into what Ive written here since I met him. Im going to print it out and give it to him, maybe tie him to the chair and read it to him "SEE, SEE right here you tell me FOREVER!!!!" Im so angry after reading everything. And I dont want to write anymore.

Everything is uncertain again. Now Larry doesnt want to move in, Dawn still wants to but now she's saying she's taking a ft overnight job and expects me to watch her kid every fucking night. I dont know what's going on. Im sick of the roller coaster. I want to bail so badly. I need some friends around me. I need a phone.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?