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love me cancerously 07.04.08 4:42 p.m. Things are pretty bad right now. I know it's only temporary and everything, but why do I have to feel EVERYTHING so INTENSELY??? I'm stuck deep down in the shallowness. The thing that makes me smile, or really what carries me day to day... is how pretty I am when I look in the mirror. Isnt that sad? I've been sticking myself with other superficialities, like sex with exes, and Ive been drunk for a week, smoking wheelchair weed as often as possible. Last weekend was good, but that was because I spent the whole thing with Jerico. Not like that didnt have meaning, it did last weekend anyway. I really wanted to write but Im not making any sense. I thought it would help cheer me up but Im still sitting here crying n shit. I need to talk about some horrible things. Always remember to quit while you're ahead. |
About Me I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!! Examples of My Insanity
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