Defining Moments of My Life
I am her, she is me, me is we

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I am her, she is me, me is we
07.22.08 7:59 a.m.

I have things I want to say and talk about and I'll have to lock this entry I think. Actually I just want to talk to Janet about it but even then I dont want to scare her. VERY VERY bizarre autopilot stuff has been happening.

So anyway, work is awesome. Who knew? And Im making good friends with people. The fags are a dream, the two hot ones are real nice eye candy. One girl is an ex junky too, been off shit 5 years no slip ups same as me, stoner too, smart n cute, hard worker. Youd NEVER in a million years guess how she was spending her teenage days....

Im in a good amount of physical pain right now. and AGAIN I got my period this month, that's 3 periods in 6 weeks. To say that my body is in league with the devil would mean that I have a complete package, lol. I think I really jacked my knee up falling out of Jerico's truck bed. if there's even any shred of proof on the video that Jody tripped me, if she so much as blinks before I get tripped her ass is mine. Cassidy already said something like "it wasnt me that pushed" and a dream I had AGAIN was me singing Drive by the cars at karaoke, the 2 of them starting to slow dance, me cussing them out on mic, the mic getting turned off on me and me jumping on her, flooring her, steel toe to her voicebox, me saying "now its my turn to throw you from a moving vehicle"

ah good times! and man I need some sleep! sleep, food, pain meds. I cant believe Im about to take Cassidy to an amusement park for 5 hours before working 6pm to 2am+ tonight, on NO SLEEP from working all night last night
and Im STILL in pain from working last night. I'll beat this body into submission one way or another. Who's in charge here anyway? I should cook breakfast. god Im so tired I bet I could fall asleep now go fucken figure.

ok know what, Im gonna eat a good breakfast and have a protein shake and take my vites and wash my hair and get babygrrl movin early and have a fucken blast at Seabreeze with her riding coasters and waterslides, I dont give a fuck how much pain Im in.

PS "donnez-moi ce que je t'ai donne'"


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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