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ok an update on my "options" I did manage to find a do it yourself bankrupcy kit online. It was $30 plus $5 s&h (3 day priority) so I should have that any fucken day now.... Then I got an application for social security disability and was given a phone intake appointment. I was supposed to have the forms filled out before the phone interview so I did that and the guy calls and its so not what I thought. He's just going over everything with me like I'm a fucking retard and cant figure out how to fill out the damn things so then I have to wait for him to mail me a packet of papers I gotta sign (they couldnt have me do this when I was in their office noooo) then I gotta mail those papers back with the forms I have now and then wait on whofuckenknows what.... But he says as of yesterday, that if my claim is approved I already would have $3500 owed to me cuz they post-date the claim to when I first became unable to work, which is sept 1st 2001. and for however fucking long it takes for me to get approved and to get the benefits that money just grows, $700 a month.... so whenever this shit happens I'll have enough money to do *something* I owe some people large sums of money and I have every intention of repaying them but I really need a car. The only times I feel good, feel like life might be worth staying around for is when I'm driving. freedom & control... gotta have it! so anyway I dont know how long it takes. I'll have to ask one of my friends who went through the same process.

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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