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This is a direct quote from an email from Matt (http://mjd2355.diaryland.com) talk about esteem boost, hell yeah!

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Joey:

HOLY SHIT! How much weight have you lost, girl? Your face almost doesn't even look like you?!?! It scares me. You look like you might get real skinny and turn into a total bitch and never talk to me again!!! Annnnnnnnhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, have you just not been eating anything but ketchup and angel hair and booze??? WTF? When I saw the first face pic of you up close you looked thinner, then the serious one shocked me, but the one with the grin reminded me of a beautiful cousin of angie's named samantha who was such a freak and bitch to everyone, a theif, a liar, and everytime we smoked pot she would be like "Oh shit! Is that a cop over there? Oh fuck! He's looking at us! Drive!!!!!!" only to try to scare me. I loved her to death. But being skinny changes people. Are you still gonna be sweet or are you going totally hardcore this time? I guess it's ok either way, but DAMN! You look sexy! Sexier and skinnier than I have ever seen you look, even in high school at your low weight.----------------------------

I'm still laughing... first off Matt's gay. Like way gay... but he REALLY wants to fuck me, and he's just as obsessed with my tits as Neil was (Neil was a RT friend of ours, Matt really wanted Neil too and we so coulda gotten a hot&nasty threeway goin, sometimes we'd try but not all three of us would be on the same level of drunkeness/highness... it never worked out, damn. Neil was sexy. anyway...) I would say that Matt's probably more obsessed with me than Neil was, cuz me and Matt did that whole h thing together, which yeah even though it puts a wall up between a couple, it does bring couples together on some sort of shared-miserable-escastic level. Plus Matt's seen me naked, before the recent weight loss, and still thought me hot. But the hottest thing about me is my attitude, my brain, and the danger that surrounds me that people can sense... I draw people to me, like a bug to a flame.... You can sort of get a feeling of this from my diary (why exactly do YOU keep coming back here...?) and from chatting online, even talking on the phone with me. You know I'm dangerous to you, that I threaten your nice, boring life. I'm like a drug; you know I'm bad for you, but I'm just so fucking gooood.... I've never really had any friends, anybody that's known me, that hasn't either been addicted to me or hasn't been my hostage. So which are you?

Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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