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BEFORE
Danyo says he's not a homo
12.16.03 12:28 p.m.
Like usual, I'm going to slack off and then rush to get all that shit done Thursday morning. I need a day or night full of coffee and mania in order to clean out all my crap from Eric's and to pack for NY. Last night Daniel called at almost 1am. He had tons of papers due, and was celebrating because he'd finished them. Who celebrates with vodka shots anyway? I should hook him up with Jessica Lovejoy. Luckily my cell phone went dead after only one hour of having to listen to Daniel bitch about how I should have sex with more people, that I should use men for sex, that I should move to LA... etc etc, all the while breaking into early Maddonna songs and stating just because he likes to wear lingerie and dresses and have dildos in his butt doesn't mean he's a homo (many many vodka shots I'm sure). Interesting anyway. I still don't think I ever want to meet him in real life, mostly for the fact that we've been such good friends since 96 and haven't ever met in person... nothing good can happen from a meeting.
Yesterday morning Angie called into work and asked for Beckie. A community service worker answered the call, I saw the note to Beckie. Steph said she'd call Angie today, before she got a chance to talk to Beckie. If Angie tries to say she's coming back for the job, Steph is going to hopefully talk her out of it. She rehearsed what she wanted to say to Ang with me yesterday and if she was saying those things to me i wouldn't come back to work. "Now we took it easy on you cuz you were only supposed to be temporary and because it was your first job and cuz you were pregnant but if you come back you're going to have to actually WORK this time, ya know... DO SOMETHING, which does not include computer solitaire or reading magazines...." Seriously though, if she decides to come back she's a fucking idiot. It is not worth putting a 2 year old and a newborn into daycare for $220 gross a week. Plus she lives pretty far away. Plus I'll punch her in the face....
Eric did some more bitching about me in his diary. He's really a jerk. The guy could find negative aspects of a rainbow. I need to get the rest of my shit outta his apartment. I have errands to run right now though.
Always remember to quit while you're ahead.
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!
Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life
How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?
AFTER
WHAT'S MY NAME?!?