Defining Moments of My Life
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yin yang
01.22.04 5:05 p.m.

Wow, crazy shit the last few days. Went mental yesterday. Eric flipped out and said he wasnt gonna lend me money for rent after all so I stole his guitars and waited for the cops to bust my door down so I could jump them with my box-cutter in one hand and scissors in the other, so that they'd shoot me. None of that happened. I talked to Eric and got the receipt for the TV he got me, agreement with Eric was that he'd loan me the rest of the rent money. Still got time to find a job but no TV. Poor Prett left one of his fave pornos in the dvd player before the tv got returned (built in dvd/vcr). Some lucky walmart employee now owns a dvd entitled "These Chicks Don't Need Dicks!" I got a job interview tomorrow to do phone interviews for a market research company, very very capitalistic I know. I also got apps in at the school district for ed aides, reading tutoring etc, they got 25 openings. Other things look promising, while waiting for a computer at the library I helped some dude with some copyright papers, the librarian came over and said that they're always looking for people to host community outreach programs like what I was helping the guy with, how to buy a computer, how to become a citizen etc. I told them I did that stuff in americorps, she said they have lots of money for programs. Then another librarian came over and asked if I knew anyone who could do childrens' stuff, like read a book and do a craft... um hello... she said that pays well too. We talked it over and I told them I'd get some ideas down on paper and turn in a proposal. Things look good today, hopefully they go this well tomorrow at that interview.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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WHAT'S MY NAME?!?