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gas masking before work

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gas masking before work
09.01.04 8:55 p.m.

It�s September� summer�s almost over and I barely have anything accomplished. Low motivation, which is fucked up cuz I�m sooo ready to get my shit together and get the fuck away from here. Maybe it has something to do with the amount of weed I�ve been smoking. It tires me out, makes me lazy. I�m passing a bowl between Gary and I RIGHT NOW, after spending the last three hours doing blasts out of a gas mask. I work in less than two hours too! �Real fucken responsible Jo.�

I still haven�t showered.

I�m wondering why I didn�t think to ask Mel from NOFX why punks hate hippies.

Last night bossman checked the comment box for the very first time. There were only about 7 card filled out. Three mentioned us on nights being so nice etc and then a couple complaints about how Tim�s does the cream and sugar for you when people prefer putting it in themselves. Then there was one saying how Im a grumpy bitch and they should hire nicer morning people and that if Im an example of the customer service for the place then shes gonna go to dunkin donuts from now on etc etc. That was from the morning Laura quit and it was me and bossman only and everything was all SNAFU. So fuck her. And she put her address on it muhahahahaha! Bossman found it funny, he said the same as I did, �But that was the morning everything was all frigged up! Of course we were grumpy!�

Work tonight but have tomorrow off, would love to have off tonight for karaoke and also Im too tired (stoned) to work tonight. I stopped smoking two paragraphs ago though, so maybe it�ll wear off in the shower. I got a few pain pills too, but wanna wait for my �dinner� (two peanut butter chocolate chunk cookies and a liter of cherry mountain dew) to digest so that I get a better effect from the pills. I�d like to run through at least half of my stretches before work tonight too, I better get moving.

Oh, I hate the gap, forever and always, but the new commercial with Lenny Kravitz and Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty damn spiffy.



Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

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Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
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Leaving Lon After 7 Years
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Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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