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09.15.04 7:46 a.m.

Oh snap it's freezing. Not really, it's probably like 60 or so out but with busting ass at work, riding my bike home, being all hot and THEN coming into a cool house with all the windows open and wind blowing and undressing out of the uncomfy uniform... that's why I'm freezing every damn morning.

So I had three nights off, I worked last night and now I have two nights off. I told Brad I'd babysit for him but I'm going to change that to Thursday I think. Jenn, Brad's wife I think, or ex-wife, or never-was-wife-but-baby-momma, whatever their relationship status is (one of those we're broken up but still living together and fucking each other AND other people and one's totally OK with it and one is only saying they are but really it's NOT ok etc) so Jenn wants a night out without him cuz he's all up her butt and she's all wanting to fuck other people. Im not sure if he fucks others, I dont think so, but then again its easier for a girl to get laid than a guy. But anyway she wants a girls night out, I fucken hate to reneg so we'll see how Brad takes the news. I told Tabs I want a couplefew days to myself to get some shit done and she said "You better be coming out to karaoke with me then tonight mamma"

It seems I always have shit to say when Im nowhere near a computer... little things I notice and whatnots like that. Like my hair is an amazing mix of color right now and it's all natural cuz I cut off everything thatd been dyed or bleached. Got the blonde and the brown here and there and the amber mostly and white-almost contrasting the brown strands. My hair's a lot like my eyes, they arent one color either. What's another little thing I thought earlier... I think I'm growing out of the "slutty phase". I dont have time for boy chasing, as if I oughtta be doing that if I had time. It's not so much time as it is priorities, and boys/sex/love in general will never be a priority in my life again. Fuck it, ya know? It sucks that five men ruined it for the five billion other men out there but it was five CONSECUTIVE men and that's not coincidence, that's a standard. I do not know, nor have I met, one good man. Men are like presidential candidates, there really isn't a choice so you go with the one who you think will do the least amount of damage to your world.



Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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