Defining Moments of My Life
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09.27.04 7:13 a.m.

I give mad props to Bogart for making it in the bathtub and then yesterday and this morning he crapped on the carpet. I think he's sick though cuz it's not healthy looking and quite bloody. I'm sure you appreciate these facts! I have no money or transportation to take him to a vet. I talked to my mom last night sometime and told her I needed the van Wednesday night. I dont know whether I'll be getting it or not.

The number Ruby gave me for Lon is the same number I have for Brent, and have talked to Brent a few times using that number. I talked to him about Ruby looking for Lon and him telling me that his dad sent him money and that he's back in Wisconsin. I dont know what other stuff I talked to him about, but I suppose he would have told Lon whatever it was that I did say. I never really liked Brent.... Preston says I wouldnt like the person Lon turned into. I'm curious to see. Lon has most likely been living with Brent the whole time, how much has he rubbed off onto him?

I wish I coulda seen the Packers game yesterday, I bet it was fucken awesome, Brett throwing for 350+ and Manning for 390+ fucken-a. So yeah the Pack lost, but I bet it was incredible. When the game was on I was asleep, I managed to get from 3:45pm till 5pm then 5:30 to 8:45. And I have to be back to work at 2pm. I'm already almost sufficiently stoned, and am looking forward to my freshly made bed. That was the most horrible part yesterday, me dizzy and dancing with the shadow people, having to make my bed for that open house barely no one showed up for. Tucking in the corners, fluffing pillows, fitted sheet, loose sheet, light blanket then comforter... I dont even make it to sleep in it, so it was even more tempting and over the top depressing. So I shall be heading that way momentarily.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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About Me
I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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