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mo money mo problems
03.16.06 12:52 p.m.

He's not making this easy at all. I still dont know what Im going to have to do about work. I'm having problems with americorps too, Im trying to use my AC money to pay for tuition and books AND take a student loan or use my Pell & TAP awards for room & board (living expenses). There's something on the education award letter that says the amount of americorps money requested cannot exceed the cost of attendence for the college. This is interrupting my plan to live off of student loans so I can quit working. The only reason I registered for classes is so that I can get that $$.

Greg won't talk to me or even set up a time to talk to me. He won't take the baby so I can take the car for inspection and work done to it that's gonna take 45 mins at least and Skootchie doesnt need to be hanging out in a cold noisy shop for that long. He says he has too much on his mind to do any of those things. He looked OK to me, didn't look too upset (meanwhile I look like I just walked out of Ground Zero...) It's driving me insane. I absolutly cannot stand unfinished business. It triggers my mania, and my head is revving like a Hemi, the wheels are spinning but the light's still red... In general, it's like starting a book and having to finish it in one sitting... that's how I am with things. If it's over, then it's over, come get your shit out of my house and leave some money for diapers. He's drrrraaaaaggggiiiinnnnngggggggg this shit out far too long. We need to tell the landlord our situation and either get my deposit back or else Greg owes me for half of it. This is ridiculous. He's being a baby.


Always remember to quit while you're ahead.

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I am a bipolar genius, child abuse & addiction survivor, who is now a single mother who works 70 hours a week and has had gastric-bypass weight loss surgery a year ago. Wish me luck cuz I need it!!!

Examples of My Insanity
Dead On Mental Health Quiz
Tuna Noodle Casserole Story
Explaining Myselves
Biting Off Redneck's Finger
Got So Crazy Scratched Til I Bled
How I Found Nirvana
Leaving Lon After 7 Years
Bad Luck On 3 July 4ths
Random Craziness (FBI Please Disregard)
How I Ended Up A Junky
Almost Getting Raped by a Marine
Typical Weekend in Ohio
How Cobain Saved My Life


How long could we maintain? I wondered. How long until one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? What will he think then? This same lonely desert was the last known home of the Manson family; will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? If so, well, we'll just have to cut his head off and bury him somewhere, 'cause it goes without saying that we can't turn him loose. He'd report us at once to some kind of outback Nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs. Jesus, did I say that? Or just think it? Was I talking? Did they hear me?


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